I think I've gone past the mad stage. All I'm feeling right now is scared. Because I have felt what it was like to be rejected by him. It is so painful, and I guess I'm still traumatized. I want to talk to you, but I don't have the courage.
And I still remember the times when he told me not to be scared of him.
"Don't be scared. If there's anything, just let me know"
And there's this other thing.
When I was in Hong Kong for work and was stressed out due to a recurring problem by an ex-boyfriend, what he said to me was,
"Don't worry. I'll take care of you. "