Somebody tweeted this and it immediately reminded me of you.
Yes, this is for you.
Like it's nothing. Kan?
Sometimes when I read, I come across words that inspire me and make me think about life. Like how pain is temporary, or like how time heals all wounds, or like sunshine comes after the rain, yada yada. I've also come across this one point that is so true but I find so hard to swallow.
Forgive people as how you would want God to forgive you. That person might have wronged you but you have wronged God in so many other ways and yet He still forgives you again and again.
Truth is, I don't know if I have forgiven you. I guess I haven't. It will take time, surely. I still remember how
you said that I often end up with bad guys and you're one of them, that I deserve better. So cliche like that, kan? Maybe la. Maybe I'm just not that lucky. Or maybe it's because of something I did in the past, I don't know. But I am sure that there is a reason for every meet and every parting.
And I think the reason we met was so that I could taste a little bit of happiness even if it was only temporary. And I guess the reason we parted was so that I know what happens if we depend our happiness so much on something other than our Creator.
I keep reminding myself, and those close to me, to always find the good in everything. Find the hikmah. It makes you more thankful.
Like the verse from Surah Al-Sharh, 'Verily, with hardship comes ease.'
I used to think that what the verse means is that AFTER the hardship, there will be ease. Thing is, it is not AFTER, it is WITH hardship comes ease. This means that, when Allah tests us with hardships, He doesn't make the entire situation hard for you. There will be ease or good in some ways. Which makes perfect sense.
Otherwise, I wouldn't have embarked on this beautiful journey of faith, alhamdulillah.
I'm still learning. I have an awful lot to learn, but I'm enjoying it. It's just that sometimes it feels like a roller-coaster ride. One day I'm in high spirits, the next, I'll be feeling blue. Keep reminding myself these days to recharge and recharge and RECHARGE. Hehe.
Recharge and absorb.
And put them into action.
Allah loves us, no matter how much we have sinned.
And I hope I could find enough courage to forgive.
This journey is a tough journey, and the heart has to be revived again and again to make it to the end
Shaykh Hamza Yusuf